I wasnt ok. I can't say I didn't hate myself for eating all those cookies. I have to learn to deal with the guilt, or it will become loads of times bigger. But ALL I DIDNT WANT was to feel like this again.
I dont want to suffer anymore so please STOP
if no food is necessary to stop this pain I'll do it. I'll do anything
I'll swim like crazy, I'll go to the gym, anything just please get this out of meeeeeee
i'm so worthless
i'll have fat places in my body again and nobody will ever talk to me
at the same time i can see that this isnt right
i'm sick
i should get myself some treatment
but i dont even feel worthy of being called anorexic
i'm worthless
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